Saturday, October 17, 2009



Saturday, October 10, 2009

When Im With You

I dont know who to trust and intention is building inside to desire .
Everything that you say to me takes me one step closer to the edge and im about to break.
Dont just make promise and intentionally breaks them one by one.
It hurts la BODOH .

Thursday, October 8, 2009

A Shot In The Dark

To Boddah,

All is well for me but many of my friends surrounding me are in deep pain.
Trying to be there for them is difficult because of the way things really changed.
To help someone i have to help myself first. And im not .
I may act normal and all but deep inside,
I still miss her and I cant change the fact.
Every five minute i would stop and ask myself whatever happen to her?

But Thank god the pain is not as it was before. Things changed you know?

People also changed.By people i mean her.
To miss someone that changed is kinda hard to feel to me.
I've also changed and im proud of the changes.

Like i said, I keep telling myself that im okay but the awful truth is im not.

I've learn to posses someone will not give you satisfaction.

Satisfaction wont give you happiness like in the movies.

Earning what you earn from the very beginning is whats best.

So here i go living my life like a normal adolescence would .

Other than that . Its a mess . heeee

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Just Give Me Myself Back And Dont Stay

So today is Hari Raya People!
Kinda bored one I think. we didn't went back to 'Kampung' this year.
Instead,We had our raya in kl.Ok la not bad because Mak Yang is joining us.
I met my cousin who i haven't met for like 8 months and a lot of catching up were done.
I slept in the afternoon and went out with my brother in the evening.Saifudin was at the hospital because of some lung sickness.Okay, quit smoking mirin.Anyway , we visited him and he looks fine if he didn't cough every 5 seconds! Pity him though because i don't wanna ends like him.
Anyhow , after the hospital we went to 'Mamak' and have the usual 'Teh O Ice' there. And then we went to Selayang Mall to play Snooker. I was matched with Apit and it ended up i got beaten.Humiliatingly. Anyhow , i was a good day thanks to the raya-ing money! Hoo yeahh . If not , i say it was a pretty decent day :)

Friday, September 18, 2009


Dear special readers.
I cant say this infront of you sebab nk 'Jaga Hati' dan sebagainya.

Soo, i just let it out here okay?
Fyi, i just wanna say that you're making yourself look STUPID
I don't mean the common stupid.
Im talking about the real one yeah know?

Sapa yang terasa tuh blog ni memang untuk korang.
Lelaki dan perempuan sekalian ,

Aku Tak BATAK Dengan Kemaafan Korang :)