To M

Lord i beg you to hear me out.
I may not have been your favourite followers but im begging you to ease off this pain that im facing.
Each day i feel like a bullet just shot me and i cant help but to let it hit me.

M , I love you. I really do.I cant live without you but i gotta do wht is best even if i had to suffer.
I miss your frogish voice.I really do syg.I'll do anything just to hear your voice again.
But,i gotta do what is best for you.Hope you find somebody tht can make you happy unlike me.
Its so hard to let go of you.Lord only knows i tried so many different ways but failed.
Im gonna keep trying k? Hope you are happy.Ily :(

Deception In The Hills Of Liosin

To Boddah

God knows how the world works around me in deception and words that comes out of a liar's tongue.
Friends to comfort,lovers to love and a family built to trust is just another of god's plans to hurt us all through lies that are sometimes useful and also oh so hurtful .

The victim that are predicted will always be the victim by the predator that you would never predict causing pain which is a feeling you search all your life for because that's the feeling when you know you are challenged in this world that could make yourselves the survivor amongst the victim.

Laughter and enjoyment are the things you look for when you simply running away from the things you know you about to phase.I myself explored pain because i cannot get enough of it which explains my foolish doings that would have been done by other men who wanted to challenged life itself.

Trust and love are just an excuse made by men to get a women into bed. We all know that god created men to lead a community that he posses and to revolutionise human being by continuing the human race.Such theories that I've used are told to me by my mother when i was just a couple of mud's who was just an innocent boy discovering a man's responsibility that was given by god itself.

Its the bond between two human being are the ones that lead to such thing call love. This bond can never be exist if one are holding back and not letting the others in. This disposable items are the ones that we called TRUST.